less then 48 hours to go before the funeral of my mom, it feels like an endless hill to climb. But I want it to be over, but also I don't want that moment to come. When my mom';s casket goes in the grave it's the last time I will see her...

I am in mourning, I am hurting, I feel like the ground opened up underneath my feet and am in an endless freefall.

It's the combination of both losing my dad and my mom in 143 days that pushed me over the edge to unstability and I'm not liking it.
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