Why the hell do i bother im close to thowing in the towel nonody cares and nobody understands the way i am, be honest and get kicked in the teeth, help people get kicked in the teeth, phone my kids when they ask me to and told no by my ex. Im lost losing the will to live, very close to the point of ending it all and taking myself out of the equation altogether then no one has to think a out me, really dont want to be here right now i feel as if i have lost everything and everyone i love and nowhere… See More
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I'm probably not the right person to cheer you up right now since I'm fighting a depression of my own, but as dark as it might seem, ending it all is not the answer.
Seek help. Even if the post you wrote is a cry for help, you might need professional help.
I went on far to long trying to ignore all the symptoms, but I finally admitted to myself that I needed help. I'm now on medication and getting counseling.
So please don't give up, Nicky! Find your way back to your life.
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it might be hard sometimes but you should never give up, many good things are waiting I'm pretty sure of it, sometimes everything goes the wrong way altogether, but it gets better, happened to me many times,
besides I'm pretty sure there's alot of people who love you and will not want to see you go,
don't hold your feelings, get it all out, find someone who you can trust to tell him everything.
i wish you the best man
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Ending your life never solves anything...it just creates more heartache for those left behind. Think how your children will feel growing up without you. You are stronger than that. Talk to someone...anyone...
People can be cruel and selfish but you don't have to let it get you down that far.
You took the first step by posting...now take next step and talk to someone.
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Whoa man, I'm sorry to hear things are going that way. We're all here for you and ending it is never a solution. I've been down that road so believe me, I get where you're at but, trust me, it does get better. Please feel free to message me or anyone here if you need to talk and if nothing else, please get some help. It's a very permanent solution to what usually ends up being a temporary problem.
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