So it's been 2 years since I gave up on Counter-Strike after my last PTSD attack.
My antipsychotic medication has been eating up my brain, shrinking it, and it's made even regular things hard to do.. let alone competitive gaming.
Today I gave it a try because of the new pass, and this was the result...
Journey from playing in esports to bottom fragger in Silver tier. 😐
I had issues with Epilepsy medication, made me very lethargic, slowing things down.
Was worse than the issue it was trying to resolve, and arguably even smothered it, so we couldn't tell if it was helping.
I have lapses in concentration, sort of disconnecting from my awareness of what I am doing, or perhaps a lapse in memory of what I was doing for a short time.
Difficult to describe, but in short, the medication was giving me worse problems, the remedy (or cure as often quoted) is worse than the disease,… See More
as the expression goes.
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